Of Many Sleepless Nights... Ahead

i do suffer sleepless nights in this 1 week Esther is home, but din really have to take care of her. my mother & wife would be there... sometimes i wonder if i m useless. on the other hand, i m more handy in picking up stuff and running errands here & there, transporting them to & from clinics & hospitals. so to each his/her own gifts...

there r so much to learn, so much to do when a child comes. & i wonder how many parents could simply get pregnant & give birth w/o thinking of the troubles they'll have to face taking care of the child. & i m amazed at how many parents can simply bochup in caring, guiding, teaching & disciplining the child. worse, many fathers thot that they only have to sit & command respect from his family w/o doing anything for them, some even to the extend of not working. during Grace's stay at the hospital, we have observed at least 2 husbands who simply do nothing, & failed to observe that their wives may be falling into a state of depression due to the lack of emotional support... pray i be vigilant & not fall into this category...