I Dun Wanna Grow Up...
was just playing with my mind, finding things to think abt when i saw a wedding invitation card which i had received over the weekend. sigh, i AM getting old... well, to be precise, older. the 1st indication any S'pore folk will get tt reminds him of his age is the weddings he'll have to attend WITHOUT his parents. well, not only weddings, wakes & funerals too...
the next thing (more accurately, person) tt reminds me of my aging process is my girlfriend. well, it's not her fault at all; she din remind me, but because of her, i get reminded. when i was younger in my NS days, my older cousins kept asking me if i have a girlfriend yet & never believed tt i din have 1 then. now, my granny & aunts (& even 1 of my uncles) keep asking me when i m going to marry Grace. 1st thing CNY they asked me over the phone, can u believe it? gosh!!! i m still young!!! i still need to graduate & find a stable job 1st...
tt leads me to the 3rd thing tt reminds me i m getting old: graduation & looking for jobs. career fairs nvr seems so relevent to me b4. pre-marriage prep is quite tiring too, having to think thru wat r the things i need to prep b4 i can officially start my marriage prep. pple keep asking me: huh, u planning to get married already meh? of cos not, i haven't grad yet, but i need to know the market: the housing, our careers, which church to serve & worship God in, knowing wat to prep so tt when we really start to prep, we wun be too panicky...
well, myb i think too much, but myb it's just right, i dunno, but i think it's ok to think ahead.
but all these thinking ahead makes me even older... boy, i m getting old... i dun wanna grow up... :(
the next thing (more accurately, person) tt reminds me of my aging process is my girlfriend. well, it's not her fault at all; she din remind me, but because of her, i get reminded. when i was younger in my NS days, my older cousins kept asking me if i have a girlfriend yet & never believed tt i din have 1 then. now, my granny & aunts (& even 1 of my uncles) keep asking me when i m going to marry Grace. 1st thing CNY they asked me over the phone, can u believe it? gosh!!! i m still young!!! i still need to graduate & find a stable job 1st...
tt leads me to the 3rd thing tt reminds me i m getting old: graduation & looking for jobs. career fairs nvr seems so relevent to me b4. pre-marriage prep is quite tiring too, having to think thru wat r the things i need to prep b4 i can officially start my marriage prep. pple keep asking me: huh, u planning to get married already meh? of cos not, i haven't grad yet, but i need to know the market: the housing, our careers, which church to serve & worship God in, knowing wat to prep so tt when we really start to prep, we wun be too panicky...
well, myb i think too much, but myb it's just right, i dunno, but i think it's ok to think ahead.
but all these thinking ahead makes me even older... boy, i m getting old... i dun wanna grow up... :(
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