thank YOU for saving me, what can i say...
1 month in JB already.. gosh!! how time flies.. very thankful tt thru-out this 1 mth, there r pple ard to kinda take care of me (e.g. my roommate who works as an engineer there), yet there r pple whose sole purpose there is to teach me patience... i was telling Grace tt day tt at the end of the Industrial Attachment, i'll be a Doctor, cos i'll have a lot of patients (patience) by then... :p
well, like wat i said in the previous entry, it is possibly a time of resting in the Lord, the time of Sabbath.. but upon reflection, i suppose it's a time to learn to rest in the Lord.. why do i say tt?
i guess i m sure of my salvation, my r/ship with God. but there r many times, just like wat Ps David said in today's sermon, i know the word but i din keep the way. i love God & i trust Him, but i still have unbeliefs like will my parents be saved, & dun have the faith to believe tt God will work tho my head is telling me : yes, God'll work in my life.
also, there r times tt i wanted to serve Him, do things for Him, eventually missing the whole point of worshipping God in what i do, sometimes even to the extend of feeling tired.. even when i think my ministry for this 1/2 year in JB is really prayer ministry for the pple there, i began to pray merely out of routine & much less of compassion. i guess i need a personal revival during this time of Sabbath..
after a mth of "overseas", i began to appreciate fellowship among brothers & sisters in Christ (BnSiC), & to serve along side them, worshipping our Father with like-minded BnSiC is indeed a privilege. there is no one there to discuss things of God with me, keeping me accountable, walking with me. & by God's grace, i was able to join the choir for practice yesterday & duty today.. W-O-W!!! the feeling was wonderful!!! the joy of worshipping the Lord in a community is indeed beyond words..
Thank You Daddy for giving me this chance to worship You, to sing praises unto You with my brothers & sisters. Thank You for Your word that reminds me to be vigilant in my walk with You. More importantly, thank You for saving me through the shedding of the blood of Your only Son, so that my worship unto You can be made pleasing in Your sight... I love You, Daddy...
well, like wat i said in the previous entry, it is possibly a time of resting in the Lord, the time of Sabbath.. but upon reflection, i suppose it's a time to learn to rest in the Lord.. why do i say tt?
i guess i m sure of my salvation, my r/ship with God. but there r many times, just like wat Ps David said in today's sermon, i know the word but i din keep the way. i love God & i trust Him, but i still have unbeliefs like will my parents be saved, & dun have the faith to believe tt God will work tho my head is telling me : yes, God'll work in my life.
also, there r times tt i wanted to serve Him, do things for Him, eventually missing the whole point of worshipping God in what i do, sometimes even to the extend of feeling tired.. even when i think my ministry for this 1/2 year in JB is really prayer ministry for the pple there, i began to pray merely out of routine & much less of compassion. i guess i need a personal revival during this time of Sabbath..
after a mth of "overseas", i began to appreciate fellowship among brothers & sisters in Christ (BnSiC), & to serve along side them, worshipping our Father with like-minded BnSiC is indeed a privilege. there is no one there to discuss things of God with me, keeping me accountable, walking with me. & by God's grace, i was able to join the choir for practice yesterday & duty today.. W-O-W!!! the feeling was wonderful!!! the joy of worshipping the Lord in a community is indeed beyond words..
Thank You Daddy for giving me this chance to worship You, to sing praises unto You with my brothers & sisters. Thank You for Your word that reminds me to be vigilant in my walk with You. More importantly, thank You for saving me through the shedding of the blood of Your only Son, so that my worship unto You can be made pleasing in Your sight... I love You, Daddy...
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